girls who agree repost.
and to the few guys who have balls and agree repost this

To every girl that dresses cute not skanky


To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot.


To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.


To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead.


To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.


To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess.


To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak.


To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend.


To every girl that just wants to hold hands.


To every girl that kisses him with meaning.


To every girl who just wishes he cared more.


To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold.

To every girl who just wants him to call.


To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.


To every girl that just wants to cuddle.


To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart Out There again because she has been HURT tooo many times or so badly.


To every girl who shows how much she cares and gets nothing back.


To every girl that thought maybe this could be the one and instead got her heart ripped out.


To every girl that believes in her dreams.


To every girl that would do anything so she could achieve those dreams.


To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesnt think it is funny.


To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.


To every girl that has been cheated on because shes not a whore who gives it up to any guy.


To every girl that doesnt want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.


To every girl that fell for all the lies only to find themselves alone in the end.


To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.

...this one's for you.
And REMEMBER girls... a lot of these apply to the guys too. For as many despicable men there are out there... there's a woman just as bad.

So like Youmacon rocks and like it makes me happy since I met the man I have admired since I was like ten years old and longed to meet. When I found out he was going to be here I was like SQUEE!!!! and all happy and stuff and didn't realize how excited I was to be able to meet him. I first talked to him when I was in a panel called, The Ethics of Death Note since he is the voice of Light Yagami and I asked him to say something in Kurt's voice and he said the funniest things.
1. The chicks love the fuzzy dude.
2. I love the smell of bacon in the morning.
3. Kitty!!! No!!!!!!
Then he hugged me and I was like OMG I LUFF YOU! I was so happy like my voice was all high pitched and I was like, Thank you so much!!! You are my hero!!!! and he was like your welcome in the same pitched high squeaky voice as me!!!!!!!! I was so happy and I saw him when I was walking and said Hi Brad in a high squeaky voice and I felt so retarded, but he was like Hi and gave me a sucker!!!! He is so sweet I wanted to take him home with me, but I won't or they will have to cancel X-Men: Evolution!!!!!!!!!!

After much thought and stressful waiting I am allowed to go to Youmacon on October 30th and I am going as Edward Elric from Fullmetal Alchemist. I am so excited and I figured out I can do my hair like his although it is a little bit to short, but oh well. I am going to upload pictures and it is so funny because I got his little anntena thing right and I was giggling about it and poking it. I also got my bangs to go up then down like his. I am so excited and my stepdad is taking me to see if the halloween store near the mall has a costume that is cheaper than the one I am going to order if the halloween store doesn't have it. I want to get an automail arm, but there is no way to find one since I've looked everywhere and I don't have the time or money to make an arm so if I don't make one I am just going to wear gloves. Oh well, my friend is going as Roy Mustang and she is excited to meet Travis Willingham, the voice actor of Roy Mustang and I am excited to meet Kyle Herbet the voice actor of Kiba from Naruto and Vato Falman from Fullmetal Alchemist and Brad Swaile who did the voice of Light Yagami from Death Note and Nightcrawler from X-men the anime cartoon (yes I love X-men and Nightcrawle happens to be my favorite). I am so happy I could jump around my house all day screaming. I am so happy to be going and all and on the 30th my two friends and I who are going are going to dress in our costumes since it is a friday and the day before Halloween and parade around the school dressed up all day. I think that will be fun and then I get to see who my other friend is dressing up as since she won't tell us. GRRRRRRRR. Damn her to hell XD JK I love her very much and would never damn her to hell... although she does keep glomping me, but that is because we keep calling her Armstrong XD she hates it, but it is so funny. I hope to see some people at Youmacon there Love you all talk to you soon I hope.

Okay so this morning I woke up and I couldn't move my arms and back without tearing up. So I went to my mom and she freaked out because my eyes were bugging out of my head. I was in so much pain I was crying. She called the doctors and they said I have a mild case of sun poisioning. I was like fuck this if mild is like this I am never getting burned ever again. I don't know when I will be going back to school, but my mom told me I had to stay out of the sun and drink lot's of water. I wanted to scream when I heard I had mild sun poisioning because I was hoping the pain would stop, but it keeps staying there. I can't even lay on my back. It hurts so bad I want to shoot myself. This is so not worth staying home! Gahhhhhhhh! I want to rip my head off!!!!!!!!!!!!

so I went to the beach yesterday and I didn't put on any sunscreen so I got really badly burnt. I called my mom from school and had her come pick me up. I am at home now with a gigantic ice pack on my back. I am in super bad pain and it hurts to touch my shoulders and arms. I am super bored and can't sleep even though I didn't get any sleep because I was tossing and turning, not to mention I look ridiculous with my hair pinned up on the top of my head and clothes that are too big for me and super thin, also I am bright red. My friend's mom said I was glowing red and I got teased by my friend that I will be easy to find. I am sitting in my awsome blue chair that is really not great for my back since I put my feet on my bed and have a blanket over them. I am sitting in front of my window and the wind feels good on my back, my legs, not so much. I don't understand how I can fall asleep in class and not fall asleep when I am at my house. If I had been asleep this morning I could have slept till noon. I think I will try sleeping at my desk and see if I can sleep there since I am addicted to sleeping on desks. XD I really wanted to be at school today, but I was in too much pain to focus on school work. Anyways I am going to get off because I have homework I am supposed to be doing. Bye ttyal